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they say things happen for a reason and i’m trying to think that way but what if your not sure that reason is a good thing and maybe that thing is going to take you to hell…. okay maybe hell is a bit extreme but really the things that seem to happen or pop up [...]

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hi all… did you miss me?
yeah well I missed me too… no that’s not a mistake. i’ve been a little down and out these days.  actually a lot down and out.  but now i am going to try to get back on track.  one thing i really noticed was that this really does help.  over [...]

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i had a decision to make and i thought i’d share.  i know it was the right decision but nonetheless it left me feeling weird and slightly antsy.
so tuesday was a friends (?) birthday and i was invited.  the reason that little question mark is there is because i question whether it is really one [...]

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will it really?  people say this to me and i want to scream.  and if it will then why hasn’t it yet?  i mean really. i am coming on almost 2 years since my breakup with d.  yup. 2 years in october. let me repeat. 2. years. so when will it come together? please tell me.  i’m waiting.
hmmm…. i [...]

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i’ve now been crying for about 3 days.  3 days. i sit here looking at this screen through red, swollen, dripping eyes. 
remember that scene in indiana jones and the temple of dume?  you know the scene when the priest reaches in and pulls out the guys beating heart… well that scene has nothing on me – [...]

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