they say things happen for a reason and i’m trying to think that way but what if your not sure that reason is a good thing and maybe that thing is going to take you to hell…. okay maybe hell is a bit extreme but really the things that seem to happen or pop up [...]
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It Happens for a Reason?
Posted in confidence, crazies, dating, days daze, feelings, friends, friendship, general, healing, hormones, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, manipulation, men, relationship, relationships, sex, tagged behaviors, codependent, compliments, confidence, crazies, crazy, crazy thoughts, dates, dating, feelings, friends, friendship, healing, hormones, lonely, men, moving forward, moving on, relationships, sex, support, weird on August 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Part of Me
Posted in alone, baby steps, broken heart, days daze, depressed, depression, feelings, heart ache, heartache, heartbreak, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, memories, rants, sad, sadness, tagged alone, anxiety, break up, breakup, broken heart, depressed, depression, feelings, heartbreak, loneliness, lonely, sad, sadness on October 6, 2008 | 2 Comments »
hi all… did you miss me?
yeah well I missed me too… no that’s not a mistake. i’ve been a little down and out these days. actually a lot down and out. but now i am going to try to get back on track. one thing i really noticed was that this really does help. over [...]
Am I Crazy or Full of Crazy Talk
Posted in Break ups, alone, break up, breakup, crazies, days daze, feelings, friends, friendship, healing, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, manipulation, tagged addiction, alone, anxiety, bad, behavior, behaviors, break up, Break ups, breakup, crazies, crazy, crazy thoughts, feelings, friends, friendship, getting help, heartbreak, letting go, lonely, moving on, support, weird on June 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »
i had a decision to make and i thought i’d share. i know it was the right decision but nonetheless it left me feeling weird and slightly antsy.
so tuesday was a friends (?) birthday and i was invited. the reason that little question mark is there is because i question whether it is really one [...]
It’ll All Come Together
Posted in alone, crazies, dates, dating, days daze, depressed, depression, feelings, general, healing, heart ache, heartache, heartstrings, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, memories, men, rants, relationships, sad, sadness, tagged anxiety, bills, crazies, crazy thoughts, date, dates, dating, depressed, depression, feelings, friends, general, healing, loneliness, lonely, medication, memories, men, moving forward, moving on, random, ranting, rants, venting on June 10, 2008 | 2 Comments »
will it really? people say this to me and i want to scream. and if it will then why hasn’t it yet? i mean really. i am coming on almost 2 years since my breakup with d. yup. 2 years in october. let me repeat. 2. years. so when will it come together? please tell me. i’m waiting.
hmmm…. i [...]
I Wonder
Posted in baby steps, dates, dating, days daze, feelings, general, healing, loneliness, lonely, men, rants, relationships, tagged behaviors, chivalry, crazy thoughts, crush, crushes, dates, dating, habits, men, moving forward, moving on, random, spoiled, upbringing on May 20, 2008 | 4 Comments »
what would have happened
if i had waited out the bizarre drunken silence to see if the kiss would’ve happened
if i had made the first move
if i had not walked away
if i didn’t turn my head
if i lingered longer in the hug
if i hadn’t wasted so much time
if i didn’t laugh off his questions
if i listened [...]
