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Am I Crazy or Full of Crazy Talk

Posted in Break ups, alone, break up, breakup, crazies, days daze, feelings, friends, friendship, healing, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, manipulation, tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »

i had a decision to make and i thought i’d share.  i know it was the right decision but nonetheless it left me feeling weird and slightly antsy.
so tuesday was a friends (?) birthday and i was invited.  the reason that little question mark is there is because i question whether it is really one [...]

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The Black Hole of Me

Posted in Break ups, break up, feelings, friends, friendship, healing, heart ache, heartbreak, love, manipulation, relationship, relationships, sad, sadness, sex, sleepless, tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 23, 2008 | 5 Comments »

and into it i get sucked again… 
i told you about d’s call the other night right?  well it happened again; he called and i knew it was him and i still answered. are you yelling “sucker” at the screen yet?  it was about 3 a.m. and he had just gotten off work, he sounded exhausted, [...]

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Ladies and Gents May I Have Your Attention Please

Posted in Break ups, baby steps, break up, crazies, depressed, depression, friends, friendship, general, manipulation, rants, tagged , , , , , , on April 4, 2008 | 4 Comments »

today i am feeling the need to explain myself.  i would like to clarify a few things for a few people. 
did d break-up with me?
yes.
did i throw d out?
yes.
in other words… d broke up with me and wanted to continue to live together.  i threw him out because clearly that was not going to work. 
does [...]

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Tear Stained Cheeks

Posted in Break ups, break up, breakup, broken heart, days daze, depressed, depression, heartbreak, its a blur, sadness, tagged , , , , , , on March 23, 2008 | 2 Comments »

i’ve now been crying for about 3 days.  3 days. i sit here looking at this screen through red, swollen, dripping eyes. 
remember that scene in indiana jones and the temple of dume?  you know the scene when the priest reaches in and pulls out the guys beating heart… well that scene has nothing on me – [...]

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