dear god it’s been so long i don’t think i can just pick up where i left off, but i also can’t leave you with nothing…. hmmmmm…. sooooo much has happened.
here’s what I’ll do. i won’t fill you in on everything; i’ll give you the random but necessary parts so you can see why [...]
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In a Nutshell… No, More Like in a Large Planet with No Oxygen, But At Least I’m Lighter
Posted in baby steps, crazies, days daze, feelings, friends, friendship, general, healing, its a blur, manipulation, rants, tagged anxiety, behaviors, crazies, crazy, crazy thoughts, feelings, friends, friendship, general, healing, letting go, men, moving forward, moving on, random, ranting, rants, support, venting, work on August 6, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Part of Me
Posted in alone, baby steps, broken heart, days daze, depressed, depression, feelings, heart ache, heartache, heartbreak, its a blur, loneliness, lonely, memories, rants, sad, sadness, tagged alone, anxiety, break up, breakup, broken heart, depressed, depression, feelings, heartbreak, loneliness, lonely, sad, sadness on October 6, 2008 | 2 Comments »
hi all… did you miss me?
yeah well I missed me too… no that’s not a mistake. i’ve been a little down and out these days. actually a lot down and out. but now i am going to try to get back on track. one thing i really noticed was that this really does help. over [...]
What Am I Really Hungry For…
Posted in alone, baby steps, dating, feelings, general, healing, manipulation, memories, men, sex, sleepless, tagged alone, anxiety, dates, dating, dreams, feelings, healing, letting go, love, memories, men, moving forward, moving on, pretentious, ranting, rants, sex, sleepless on August 4, 2008 | 1 Comment »
really though… what am i hungry for? sleep? love? food? friends? sex?
last night i wasn’t able to fall asleep until about 3 in the morning…. not really so unusual for me but what is unusual is that i actually slept well after that. so judging by what time i went to bed, i woke up [...]
Put Me On A Stretching Machine…
Posted in baby steps, crazies, days daze, depressed, depression, feelings, friends, general, healing, heart ache, heartache, its a blur, love, memories, rants, sad, sadness, tagged bills, crazy, crazy thoughts, death, depressed, depression, feelings, friends, friendship, getting help, healing, help, letting go, love, random, rants, sad, sadness, stress, venting, work on July 30, 2008 | 2 Comments »
because i’m being pulled in too many directions.
okay so i know it’s been a bit of time… okay a long time. a long, long time. i’ve kind of been in a bad place and really wasn’t into picking up the computer to type. it felt like it was too much energy. but now after a conversation [...]
Tequila Shots and The Red Eye
Posted in baby steps, days daze, depressed, depression, friends, friendship, general, heart ache, heartache, its a blur, loneliness, sad, sadness, tagged behaviors, bills, chick flicks, crazies, depressed, depression, drinking, drinks, friends, hangover, movies, online dating, random, sad, sad movies, sadness, sleepless, support, tequila on June 9, 2008 | 4 Comments »
so i’ve been slightly down and out lately… the bills are stacking up and i’m barely keeping afloat and by barely i mean i just don’t have any “fun” money. so friday night i spent at home – not such a good thing for the single depressed woman; it did give me a chance to do [...]
