i’m addicted to love, or the relationship…
is it possible to be addicted to love the way we can sometimes become addicted to alcohol, drugs, sex, the gym? hmmm…..
this was something that i discussed with “k”. she told me that i was addicted to “d” and clearly i am. she explained it terms of alcoholics.
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i only remember the good times
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i don’t stop at just one call
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nothing good has come out of it
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it affects my work, sleep, personal life, etc…
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i do damage control
when i look at it in those terms i am a full blown “d” addict, no doubt about it. but if admitting it is the first step then i’m already starting the healing. now i just need to move on to the other 11 steps…
oh yeah, and at what step do i need to start with the self control?
anyone willing to be my sponsor? a warning though; i might be a tough case to crack.

I already told you I’d be your sponsor. We’ll do the 12 steps of boy addiction and I’ll whip your ass into shape.
That’s right….recovery requires a whip. You interested?